It’s true; at least in my mind I wasn’t. Growing up I never really had any run-ins with average or larger sized guys, so I just assumed I was average in size like everyone else.
My first girlfriend never said anything about my size. I don’t know if it was from her lack of experience or just being polite. I couldn’t really say that we had a great sex life; more like, she didn’t have a great sex life. She never came. Needless to say, we broke up.
My second girlfriend — who later became my wife — was also too polite in not saying anything about my size. And like my first girlfriend, she has never cum. Well, atleast not from vaginal sex with me. But in my naivete, I just assumed the problem was her and not me.
It really wasn’t until about 5 or 6 years ago I realized my small stature. I would surf the web and see hung guys, which I assumed were porn stars. One night I was camming and the girl on the other end told me that I was small. I laughed at her, not knowing the real truth and just brushed her off.
A few weeks later I was camming and, again, another girl told me I was ‘kinda small’. I scoffed at her and said, “that I wasn’t.” She asked how big I was and I told her I was average. “No, you ain’t average,” she said, “If anything, you are on the small size.”
After I quit camming with her, I did get out the tape measure and found that I was 4.5 inches. Later on, I found that to be smaller than average. All my life, I thought I was average and was confident about it. Now I am small and having to deal with it now.
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