What do you think about…?

Many thanks for your comments,

I’ve been visiting escorts ever since my fiancee called it off and left me last spring.  My fiancee didn’t say it was because of my dick size, but she stopped talking about sex with me and left some time after our only conversation about penis size and her ex-husband.  And, my ex-wife (before the fiancee) cuckolded me because she was a size queen.  We agreed she deserved real cocks that could make her cum, and she enjoyed watching me deep throat her BFs.  In the end, it was so unfair of me to even want to put my dickie inside her, that I was only given an infrequent blowjob or handjob to prove I would cum too quickly to even bother fucking.

I’m a nice guy, thoughtful and charming, as well as polite.  And, I’m not into perverted, dirty, unsafe, or unsanitary shit.  I’m only a bit kinky in an average way.  I like oral sex (both giving to women & men, because I’m bi, and receiving from women) almost more than fucking; consequently, I almost always give every woman I’m with a lot of cunnilingus, even escorts, although most escorts seem to want me to just get it up and stick it in.  Of course, most of the escorts are nice to me, or at least kind of drugged and indifferent, but one in particular called me after our session and told me not to come back — ever!

So, anyway, I can understand a wife, a fiancee, or even a GF not wanting to settle for my short dickie, but an escort is paid for the service, and shouldn’t complain if they take the money, right?  But, now I wonder if inflicting my four-incher on any woman, including escorts who probably fake liking it, is unfair of me.  So, is being asked to service my little swizzle stick unfair even to an escort?

Penis size came up and she asked me how big I was, When I said about 4 inches long and inch an a half in girth she cracked up, telling me her fiancée was TEN inches. Since I had been using a vague memory I went and measured again only to discover at my hardest I was about 3 and a half inches. She told me it was a good thing I worked out I was gay before I tried to get it with a girl, even virgins would just giggle at my little pee pee.

As we discussed it she laid it out for me: I’d not be able to pleasure anyone, male or female, beyond giving them a good laugh, I was less of man and, after further deliberation she declared I was barely even counted as a man and that only since I was closer to male then female. On the bright side it never tents my skirts, even without a petticoat. She enormously enjoyed it when I told her that. She told me it was the best laugh she and her fiancée had had in ages. I hadn’t known he was around on her end reading the conversation and I left for a short time, sulking. I realised I really shouldn’t expect anything else and came back apologising shamelessly.

Since then she has taken every chance to mention it, using words such as ‘little’ or ‘tiny’ in normal chat when others on the same channel and whenever we talk about it she pretends to not understand what I mean unless I outright say “my tiny cockette” “my dinkie” “my little sissy/fairy wand”.

I’ve always felt more comfortable in panties, especially my favourite frilly pink pair (in the washing machine at the moment I’m afraid) and heavily stained red satin panties. I recently got a frilly pink maid dress with puffy petticoats and I just feel so complete when I’m wearing it. I LOVE frills and lace and pink so much! I’m saving to buy a fariy costume, a princess dress and a sissy bridal dress. I’m still a virgin in every sexual way but I  really want to try sucking a cock. I already practice on a big dildo and my mouth just waters at the idea of wrapping my lips around a proper man’s thick, meaty tool.

I thought this would give you all something to laugh at, I hope you enjoyed it. I’m really sorry to ruin this by asking questions at the end, but should I remove the hair around my sissy dickie, which outift should I get first, princess, fairy or bridal and should I post a picture of me in my full sissy maid outfit?

I took these after she made me hair removal cream myself from the waist down.

http://www.ratemysmallpenis.com/photos/pics/Pinner%20Ad%20D12SH.JPG

well i thought this one night i was gonna loose my virgintiy and me and this girl were kissing and she put her hand down my pants and said “what the hell?” she pulled down my trousers and pants before i could do anything, my erect little pin dick was sticking out and she laughed, she fell on the floor laughing and there was a pulse and i squirted my load everywere she laughd even more cus so much came out such a little dick. that is when i found out that all i want in life is people to laugh at my tiny little pin dick.