I never really thought about the size of my dickette until the subject came up in a discussion with a friend on an online game. After talking for months I had already told her I was a sissy crossdresser and that I was bisexual. She said thought I was actually gay and would realise it myself eventually. She pointed out I already acted more girly and like a sissy than anyone she had ever met. When I did realise it and apologised for doubting her she was gracious enough to accept. Another, similar game friend had already given me my Sissy name, Missy Sweetkiss which I now consider my actual name over my ‘legal’ name.
Penis size came up and she asked me how big I was, When I said about 4 inches long and inch an a half in girth she cracked up, telling me her fiancée was TEN inches. Since I had been using a vague memory I went and measured again only to discover at my hardest I was about 3 and a half inches. She told me it was a good thing I worked out I was gay before I tried to get it with a girl, even virgins would just giggle at my little pee pee.
As we discussed it she laid it out for me: I’d not be able to pleasure anyone, male or female, beyond giving them a good laugh, I was less of man and, after further deliberation she declared I was barely even counted as a man and that only since I was closer to male then female. On the bright side it never tents my skirts, even without a petticoat. She enormously enjoyed it when I told her that. She told me it was the best laugh she and her fiancée had had in ages. I hadn’t known he was around on her end reading the conversation and I left for a short time, sulking. I realised I really shouldn’t expect anything else and came back apologising shamelessly.
Since then she has taken every chance to mention it, using words such as ‘little’ or ‘tiny’ in normal chat when others on the same channel and whenever we talk about it she pretends to not understand what I mean unless I outright say “my tiny cockette” “my dinkie” “my little sissy/fairy wand”.
I’ve always felt more comfortable in panties, especially my favourite frilly pink pair (in the washing machine at the moment I’m afraid) and heavily stained red satin panties. I recently got a frilly pink maid dress with puffy petticoats and I just feel so complete when I’m wearing it. I LOVE frills and lace and pink so much! I’m saving to buy a fariy costume, a princess dress and a sissy bridal dress. I’m still a virgin in every sexual way but I really want to try sucking a cock. I already practice on a big dildo and my mouth just waters at the idea of wrapping my lips around a proper man’s thick, meaty tool.
I thought this would give you all something to laugh at, I hope you enjoyed it. I’m really sorry to ruin this by asking questions at the end, but should I remove the hair around my sissy dickie, which outift should I get first, princess, fairy or bridal and should I post a picture of me in my full sissy maid outfit?