Jeff was very different from any man Caron had fucked before. He was a typical black bull and she had never dated a bull and the fact that Jeff was so experienced in this role was to change our sex life from that first date onwards. Instead of that date being limited to a drink and a chat, as was planned, he talked her into going back to his place and letting him have a quickie with her. I was unaware that she’d parted her legs for him on that first date until she let slip when she emailed me the details of her second date, that she’d left her belt at his place on her first meeting. She was keeping me up to date with email because I was away on a long trip to Europe. So Jeff had really cuckolded me big style within minutes of meeting my wife. A true and full cuckold – he took my wife and had her commit adultery by fucking her without my knowledge or permission and then had her lie and cheat by withholding that information from me!
Their second meeting I knew about in advance, but cuckold that I was, I still believed it was the first time he’d be taking my wife. I knew she’d be spending some considerable time with him and he was going to fuck her as a bull fucks a cuckold’s wife and open us both up to cuckoldry we’d never known it before. I’m sterile, so before this Caron wasn’t on the pill, she depended on either condoms or her old diaphragm if she did another guy. Since we were now exploring new ground and with a black man, we felt it best she go on the pill again. That second date happened about half way through her first cycle, so she chose to also use her diaphragm with Jeff. Her doctor warned us the first month on the pill, its effectiveness is far from certain.
It didn’t take Jeff long to have my wife naked and sucking his cock while he got naked too. Caron loves to suck cock and Jeff enjoyed taking pictures of her sucking his big black cock, knowing that I, the Cuckold, would get to see all of them by email. In fact the first photo I saw of Jeff was a close up of his cock and I knew from that moment that here was a cock that would delight my wife and cause me the sweet pain of penile envy! They both took plenty of photos during the whole of my cuckold and some were relayed to me via email in the next few days and the rest I saw when I got back to Maryland. There were emails from my wife and also from Jeff. They left me in no doubt just how great the sex had been for her. The words she used to describe him were “he had a lovely big ‘talented’ cock”. I’ve never heard a man’s cock described as talented before but it obviously pleasured my wife in ways her pussy hadn’t experienced before and which she was happy to tell me he had achieved. It was painful enough to read my wife’s comments about the sex in such glowing terms but it was a new level of submission to read comments from her bull telling me my wife had been fucked by a real man for the first time, not only did he write this to me but he’d copied it to his website, complete with a few discrete photos. At least he ensured our privacy while he decimated my manhood. So even before I met Jeff face to face, I already felt very much inferior to him as a lover to my wife and as a man. As he’d pointed out on his Blog, all three of us knew my wife had been fucked as she never had before and that he was a real man and it was only now she’d had a real cock in her than she’d know what a letdown she’d married. I couldn’t disagree with him, after reading what my wife said about that second date. It hurt so much to think my wife thought so highly of him and so much less of me by comparison. (Even now he’s still not aware of this – but during their hard fucking, his big black cock was buried so deep in my wife’s pussy it dislodged her diaphragm. He asked her if she was using one because he felt it on the head of his cock as he intruded on her innermost parts. When he came in my wife that night he was shooting his load directly into her womb. The next day when she went to remove it, she felt it dislodged, there were tense days for us between that date and her first period on the pill, thankfully her pill must have been working and he didn’t knock her up).
I give all this background information so you’ll understand my psychological state going into my first face to face cuckold with Jeff. I felt very inferior to him and was aware that both he and my wife knew he was vastly superior to me in both cock size and his ability to satisfy her.
Caron had told me that they’d planned a couple of surprises for me and the first was seeing Jeff undress my wife and play with her puppies, as he called her big tits. It hurt to see my wife kiss and be fondled by him, to see how much she enjoyed his touch and how wet and ready she was for him. He took her quickly and easily and my stomach turned over at her gasps as that big black cock opened her cunt and filled her in ways I never had or never would. Jeff turned to me and asked me how it felt to see my wife react to being fucked by a real man, did I feel inadequate when I saw how much pleasure his superior dick was giving my wife. I had to admit to him I did feel inferior and I admitted too that this was more painful that I imagined, I thought it would be so exciting and erotic but being humiliated this way by him wasn’t how I imagined it. He told me to get underneath my wife and suck her pussy; I could at least contribute something to her pleasure. That’s how I got to be in this cuckold, lying underneath my wife, licking her juices and clit as Jeff fucked her doggy style. She was really enjoying his long slow strokes and I could taste her juices flowing freely as he fucked her long and hard. My face as trapped between her legs, her pussy pressed against my lips, both her legs resting on either of my arms. Occasionally Jeff’s shaft would graze my nose as he rhythmically drilled my wife’s cunt. I was caught completely unawares when he pulled from her pussy and slipped his big cock between my open lips and deep into my mouth and held it there. I was so shocked. I mean I was in shock; my first thought was he’d cum and his load was going to be shooting into my mouth, would I be able to swallow quickly enough to stop me choking, I waited, dazed by the speed this had happened, but nothing, no cum, I needed to swallow saliva, as my lips closed round his shaft I could taste my wife’s juices from his cock. I really have no idea how long it took for that to happen, then Jeff pulled back the foreskin of his cock exposing all of his cockhead and slowly rubbed it around the inside of my mouth and over my tongue. I had no idea why he was doing this, was he exerting his dominance over me, his cuckold by marking his conquest? My next swallow was markedly different, the taste of Jeff’s cock was so much stronger than the taste of my wife’s pussy juices but it wasn’t at all unpleasant and a certain eroticism from the contrast of his strong male flavor to my wife’s, it made me very aware that I had a real man’s cock deep in my mouth. Again no idea of how long this was taking, was it a couple of seconds or 20-30? At this point Jeff started to slowly fuck my mouth, my first thought as I felt the corona of his cock pull back towards my teeth, was that I’d hurt him if I didn’t cover my teeth, so I pulled my lips tightly over my teeth and allowed his cock to ease back and forth within my mouth. He was thrusting deeper now and I started to feel his cock push beyond my mouth and down my throat, I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t want to gag or be sick, I felt humiliated enough without that too, so I closed my mouth as tightly as I could over his shaft and tried to limit the length of his stroke inside my mouth. I wondered what his thoughts were about me doing this, was he thinking I was trying to make it good for him, I so wanted to him to know I was only doing this to prevent him forcing his cock right down into a deep throat scenario, which I felt he was aiming for. I had such a strong taste of his musky big black cock, its head fully exposed and flavoring my saliva and I felt he was going to ride my face until he came in me. Again still in shock I have no idea how long this was lasting, what was my thinking had happened Jeff’s cock, how long had it been out of her pussy, it was at this moment I saw Jeff’s right thumb massaging her clit so she maybe wasn’t too concerned about the lack of cock inside her. I just know by this time my lips encapsulating my teeth were wrapped tightly around his thick shaft and I was sucking as hard as I could on it as I felt the harder I sucked on it the more I’d hold in up in my mouth. I’m not sure if this left him feeling restricted or he planned the next part all along, but he stopped pressing his cock deeper into my mouth and instead dropped his big scrotum down onto my face and began slowly and very deliberately grinding it into my face. He got a rhythm going that covered the whole of my exposed face, his balls now taking their toll on my skin, I thought too that it was those big black balls that had shot their load into Caron’s pussy just a short time ago, the balls now grinding my face had left us worrying that he’d knocked her up, now my thoughts turned to how they were hurting me very much in a different way, I don’t know if it was hurting him to press them so hard against my face but my skin was burning from the roughness of his scrotum and vehemence with which he was tormenting me. It felt like he was never going to stop, I was completely intimidated by his actions, his cock in my mouth, his balls grinding my face. I felt so small and so much less a man than Jeff, his success in making me suck his dick was to take most of my manhood away from me, very few things can rob a man of his ego more than knowing another man has his dick in your mouth, you’ve sucked on it and you can never rewrite this one line, he’s made you into a cock sucking cuckold and forgive the expression, but all you can do is suck it up and get on with your life. It’s a bit like a woman’s virginity, once a cock has been in there, it can’t be undone! I knew too that Jeff would always have a power over me because of this, his black cock would always be the one I had to admit with shame – I had sucked. I was used to admitting I was a cuckold, I have been cuckolded many, many times, could I one day admit I’ve sucked a big black cock – or is that too much even for a habitual cuckold like me to admit?
I was also thinking how would Caron react to this development , how would she think of me now I’d sucked another man’s cock, and a black cock at that – or was this one of the surprises that Caron said they had planned. Had my wife and Jeff discussed him tricking me into sucking his cock, was it possible that my wife was okay with her husband sucking the cock of a superior black male?
My mind was racing and all the while I still had my mouth full of Jeff’s big black cock, his balls still resting on my face. How long had it been in my mouth? I was still in shock and minutes or seconds meant nothing to me, instinctively my tongue rolled around the base of his corona, between the head and his foreskin and he tasted so strong, like Caron’s juices times twenty! Jeff started to jiggle his cock in my mouth again and I sucked as hard as I could to immobilize his dick, I felt a thick sludge ooze onto the center of my tongue, I swallowed, it wasn’t cum, I’ve tasted enough men’s cum to know it’s taste instantly, this wasn’t cum, I must have sucked precum from his shaft, it was thick and viscous but tasteless. Jeff started to withdraw his cock and I let him, once clear of my mouth I closed my lips tight and while he tried to get it back in again, he didn’t succeed, he’d caught me unaware and I had a mouthful of his cock before, but not again. After a few vain attempts he gave up and slipped his cock back into my wife’s pussy.
I have no idea if Jeff ever said to Caron he had put his cock in my mouth, I know I later told her he had tried but that I had been able to avoid his cock entering my mouth. I’ve always denied he had his cock in my mouth that night, I think I have been in personal denial, blanking out the feeling of it in my mouth; I did admit to the tasting my wife’s pussy jusices off his cock but claimed that came from him brushing hard against my lips. I also said about him hurting my face with his balls, again I said this was while he was riding my wife; but the angles mean he could only have exerted that much pressure on my face when his cock was deep in my mouth. I recently had occasion to contact Jeff and ask him if he remembered if he had put his cock in my mouth. I think if he hadn’t remembered or wasn’t sure I’d have passed it off as him having tried to get me to suck his cock but failed to get it between my lips. But when I asked him if he remembered trying to get me to suck his cock – he told me he had deliberately put his cock in my mouth that night, he was too proud of his accomplishment in getting this white cuckold to suck on that big black cock of his to forget. He had planned from the very outset to make me a cock sucking cuckold, he had way too much pride in having succeeded to forget or let me forget that he’d filled my mouth with his cock, that I’d sucked on him was a major tick on his checklist of his superiority over me.
Now, after all this time, I admit first to him and now to myself – that I have sucked his cock – and yes in a way it was an erotic experience for me, should the occasion present itself again I would no qualms about sucking his cock again. He’s told me next time not only will I suck his cock but his balls too, while he fucks my woman and he’ll have me lick his rim too! Well I told him there’s no way I would do that, he told me that at one time there was no way I’d suck that big black cock of his, HE knows I did suck him. He won’t tell me if he and Caron had planned for me to suck his dick, I never admitted to Caron I had sucked him so I can’t ask her again, when I said to her about Jeff having tried to put his cock in my mouth I asked if she was aware he was going to try to do that, she never really answered me, both of them have left me guessing what was planned for me that night, I know Jeff intended to make me suck his dick, I guess I’ll never know if he and my wife schemed together, so I guess the shame will always be mine alone and any kudos goes to Jeff.
. thats why i am 21 and still a virgin. i also like to wear panties…..i dunno why i do? and fantasize about sucking dick sometimes….dunno why i do that either i don’t even find men attractive.
