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I am a 21 year old virgin with a modest 5 incher whos never even kissed a girl, there was one girl i liked who let me touch her up a bit but this made me cum in my pants even though i didnt have a hardon. I was so imbarrassed that i ran all the way home before she could say anything. All this made me think that maybe im not supposed to have a girlfriend as ive always been really shy around them. I just what to know if you think i have a chance with any girl or maybe i should just accept the fact that im not a real man.